gradewise, a C is considered average. i dont know about you, but when i was younger, if i got a C, my mother would freak out. i got a C in math my junior year and my mom told me i wasn't smart enough to go to the schools that i wanted to. yeah. thanks mom.

no one wants to be average. in anything. everyone wants to be above average. and sometimes even that isn't enough.

i'm not above this. i don't want to be average. and most of the time idon't want to be above average either. i want to be excellent.

but i'm not. i'm just average.

i'm the average size of an american girl. i get average grades. etc. etc.

no one wants an average girl. thats my point.

i can't think straight. im tired.