i'm bored, i'm tired, i'm depressed.

the worst part of this feeling is the fact that..

i feel like no one loves me and no one ever will.

even my friends are getting sick of me.

and i have no friends in college.

and even the ones i do have, they're all dating and im the awkward fifth wheel that no one really wants around.

why doesn't anyone love me ? am i really that unloveable ?

.. don't answer that.